This question has been haunting me for the past few weeks. I’ve been working at my dad’s pharmacy for a while and I haven’t even made a dent in the college education. I love my dad’s pharmacy, I really can’t picture not working there. I now know most of the customers and I’m really feeling the community of it all. I love all the older customers because they are just so cute! They also love when you know who they are and when you are interested in their life. A lot of them don’t have much to do, so it’s understandable. I also love the younger customers becausse I can relate to them easily, also if they have little kids, they are usually pretty cute. I know I want to help people, but I’m not quite sure how I want to help. I could do something with medical something like working with insurance companies or getting a higher job at the pharmacy. The only problem that stands between me and all this is College. I don’t I’m just formulating a theory!
I’ve always hated valentines day. I mean when you are in elementary school it’s fun because everyone in your class has to get a valentine, but then it’s just downhill from there. I don’t see it as a real holiday i see it as Hershey and hallmark trying to con everyone so they can make a buck. It might have been a real holiday years ago but the companies have ruined it for everyone. I really just don’t believe nor like valentines day.
Ok so I guess when your a kid you love snow. You live it because everyone else does and when it snows a lot you get a day off of school. I mean I used to love snow, but I now hate the cold weather and snow. I wish I was in California right now where it is warm and beautiful. I am now stuck in my house because I don’t want to go out in this darn snow. I love the fall, spring and summer. Winter is the only season I really don’t like. Anyways that’s all I really have to say about it.
You know when you do something that no one thinks is right and you don’t even know if it’s right or not, but you do it anyway. And then you say to yourself, what’s the worst that could happen, and then you end up finding out what it is. I always think that no matter what I do and this time it came out differently. I wanted to meet this guy who works in the same town that I do and I never thought to ask him what he does. He decided to come visit me at work yesterday and it turns out he’s a cop! It was kinda weird at first, but then I found it kinda cool. He was also really good looking, but the point of this post is that when he asked if he could come visit me, it was one of those times that I said to myself, what’s the worst that could happen? Honestly nothing bad happened and we’ve been texting and stuff and I really like him. I thought that my dad would freak since he is my boss, but he didn’t. He just got upset because I was supposed to be working. That’s really the worst that happened.
So it’s new years eve and I’m excited for the new year. I feel really good about 2012 and I want to make it the best year ever! I want to start my education for pharmacy technician and work more and more on establishing who I am. I keep wanting to grow more into my own person and I’ve been trying really hard. Hopefully 2012 will be more productive than 2011 even though 2011 was a good year. But I don’t want just a good year, I want an amazing year. And that’s what 2012 is going to be an amazing year!
“Like the butterfly I too will awaken in my own time” I love this quote because I really relate to it. I am starting to transform into my own person right now and I feel that this is who I am meant to be. My life is drama free right now and I’m loving myself and the way I look and stuff. Life is hard and I feel bad for young girls these days because it’s getting worse. The image on tv and in magazines is distorted from reality and is impossible to live up to, don’t try to. Learn how to be your own person and life will be worth living, trust me I know. And learning how to do this at an early age. Don’t waste half your life being someone your not because then when it’s time to be you, you will be lost. As you get older, your friends will know when you are being fake and when you are being authentic and you may not be able to tell the difference by then. Just really find who you are and embrace it because you are beautiful.
So I went on my first real and mature date last weekend. It was really nice and I ended up having a really great time. I had never been on a date before and didn’t know how amazing they could be. They boys who have been my “boyfriends” have always wanted more from me. Like they cared more about what I was wearing and doing than whats inside my head. But the guy I went on a date with cares about what I have to say and my thoughts and opinions. I really like him and hope things keep going well! That’s it for now bloggers!