So last night I had the most amaizng night. I went to my cousins Halloween party and met Greg Raposo. If you don’t know who he is then you are definitely a loser. He was in the boy band dreamstreet and only has the best voice ever!!!! Anyways like I said I got to meet him last night!!! I was sooo excited LOL I had been waiting eight years for that night. I got some pictures with him that my cousin took and I will post them when I get them. Right now I am watching a halloween movie waiting for the trick or treaters to come. I mean it’s still early for them to start coming, but hopefully the little ones will be coming soon. I am so tired from all the excitement last night. Best night ever!! I cannot wait until tomorrow…I am meeting with this guy I really like and I am just kinda excited about it. Anyways that’s all I really have to say right now. Bye!
Archive for October, 2010
So tomorrow is halloween and I am really excited. I am going to my cousins halloween party tonight and it should be a lot of fun. I don’t know that many people that are going to be there so I am a little worried. Then tomorrow I am going to be handing out candy to all the trick or treaters. So its basically a drama free weekend which I am very happy about. Anyways that’s it for now maybe I will post later!
Ok so I got this notice in the mail yesterday that said I had to get my grade from my professors to my counselor by october 28th. Now that is in 2 days, so don’t you think they would send the notice to me a little earlier? These idiots ar crazy because what happens if I wasn’t able to? Are they going to deny me school or something? This just creates more unnecessary drama in my life that I don’t need! Jeez!!!!
So now I am on my way to school ugh. I go to community college and live home right now. It wasn’t because I couldn’t hack it being away, it is because there was an overload of DRAMA! I don’t get it, its like drama follows me wherever I go…even to school. There hasn’t been that much drama at wcc though which is good. There has been a little that it kinda feels boring now. Anyways that’s all I have to post for now!
So I am at the gym minding my own business and this guy I really don’t want to see walks in. I am so not in the mood to talk to him or see him, so obviously I get pissed. I want to leave so he doesn’t see me, but I still want to work out on the treadmill. I mean I just really hope he doesn’t mess with me because I am not in the mood to begin with. So what happens you ask? Of course he comes over to push my buttons. I try ignoring him, but he is so annoying! Finally I just yelled at him to leave me alone and he did. Thank god! Why does this shit always happen to me?
So I have been home for almost two hours bloggers and my mom won’t talk to me as well as look at me. Her best friend from when she was a child is here and I know that she is wrapped up in that, but at least look at me. right? I know I am not the world’s best daughter and everything, but don’t I at least deserve a look? I admitted in my last post that I was wrong and my mom was right about the whole going out issue and even though I know she doesn’t read this, I am very sad since she won’t look at me. Like I’m such a disgrace to her that she can’t bear to look at me. Maybe that’s not the case and it’s just all in my head, but I can totally feel the tension when I walk into the kitchen. Like one minute she will be laughing with her friend and then I walk in and everything goes quiet. I could feel her not looking at me and it’s an awkward feeling. My mom has always been there for me and I know me disobeying her is going to change things, but I don’t know how much. I don’t want things to change at all in our relationship, she was and still is my number one. I also feel weird crying about it since this whole thing wasn’t her fault and I feel like crying about it would put the blame on her. Also if I am going to cry about it, I would do it in my room with the door closed and lights off so no one could see. I just feel really bad and ashamed and just sorry.
Hey everyone, my name is Eliza and this is my blog. It’s going to be about all the drama that is going on in my life. Like right now I basically screwed myself over and got into a big thing with my mom. She is my best friend and I don’t know how I am going to fix this. She didn’t want me going out tonight because she didn’t like the people I was going out with, but I did it anyways. I am tired of always staying home on the weekends and I just want to be normal. I was so angry with her though that I completely trashed my room. The real reason I feel bad though is because my mom had a point about the people I was hanging out with. She was right and now I don’t know what to do to make our relationship better. All I can say is what the heck did I do?